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HAPPY! Really i am, thats all the exams finished and hopefully i'll come away with just 2 resits... thats how bad two of them were, yesterday was just so awful it was upsetting. Environmental processes, I studied all yesterday pretty well was remembering good stuff, planets, chaotic system and all sorts of stuff, when i went into the exam i couldn't remember a fucking thing. Even the stuff i looked at five bloody minutes before sitting down! Really bad.
Cells, molecules and metabolism, understudied basically, theres a teeeeeni slim chance i'll get a D but its stupid slim.
So just had microorganisms and came out happy :) alot of same questions as past papers which is making me slightly kick myself i didn't look up more answers :\ essay questions won't get full marks but will scrap a couple and have done pretty well in online tests so atleast 15% there and only need 40% to pass. Its hopefull.
Well thats uni pretty much finished most of us have a job in the post office - only 4 don't so no big going out to celebrate sadly :( not even a pub outing, they work from 4-12 so yeah and alan is going back home leaving me amy and kim and theyr working friday, sheesh.
Next up christmas :D soo looking forward to it and there better be snow! Hopefully this means i can actually get out and seeing people i haven't seen in ages. i have money and lots of free time hehe. Will be working hopefully atleast 4 times a week that and xmas is busy for pubs. YAY tips hopefully. haha.
anyway i think i should get some food. and theres a kim now.
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Bloody hell i'm so tired all of the time now, despite being in my bed by about 12 sleeping 1ish definitly by 2 and getting up at a decent time so always 8hrs sleep, but right now i'm soo shattered. I'm supposed to be studying but i'm tired and bored and my dads in my room watching some crap film probably. Two days till my exam for cells, molecules and metabolism. Just so tired i can't be bothered looking at anything or reading any GIANT book. No idea why i'm so tired :(
Working a bloody cristening tomorrow at 12, hate doing the function suite and hate doing them. Right now its insanely tempting to phone in sick but the thought of my paycheck going over £100 puts that out of the window. Working only 2 days a week is good but crap on the pay packet side of things. Only be doing two days next week anyway.
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[28 Nov 2007|02:57pm] |
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uni's pretty much finished up, on my study week for exams on the 3rd, 4th and 5th. only good thing about that is they are all at 4.30pm :) good day of entire studying 15minutes before the exam starts. not sure how i feel exactly about them, cells and molecules i've been writing notes for what feels like forever! got on last topic to do then its on to environmental processes which i need to get 30% in since i didn't bother doing the essay which was 34% oops but i really didn't want to waste time on something i had no interest in what so ever - plate tectonics. for me writing essays is pretty hard since i'm shit at putting words into writing.
the only one i'm a bit worried about is microorganisms which is rubbish cos i really enjoy the subject - i'm called a freak by the girls for that, but there is a load to read. thats on the 5th so it makes it easier but working all weekend doesn't!
apart from that things are going fine, looks like i'll start my scuba diving in january. to dive at uni you need your open water padi, open water advance padi and your rescue diver cert. booo all in its £672 but thankfully thats a discount other wise it be in excess of £1000. i really wanted to go snowboarding before diving, oh well. on the bad side is i've got my car to be done after the new year. new brake pads and something to do with my emmisions. i'll just have to not touch my loan in december and january.
started writing everything down that i'm eating, after my exams shall get back to swimming as i bought a new set, just don't have the time at the moment. will be so strange having nothing to do when uni finishes, i never leave the place pretty much.
anyway back to studying.
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[25 Oct 2007|03:41pm] |
ok its been ages since i've updated but i've been busy and well internet has sucked major ass and not connecting my laptop alot.
into week 4 of uni its been good being back, blackmailed some people became 2 peoples bodyguards which is hell when they both start beating each other up at the same time!
haven't really been going to many lectures since they don't say much else other than on the notes which i can just print off easy.
also haven't really seen many people other than uni and layla.
um yeah now i've just lost the will to type much! shocking i feel...
accidently hit some guy in the union in the face with a wet cloth.... :\ i tried to hit tom but he ducked, poor guy was just so shocked. tried hard not to laugh but dam it was fucking funny!
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so i had a birthday and it went well. i got pretty things had fun with friends and jill, rather dissapointed in some friends unfortunatly...honestly though i had booked a table for 10 and it ended up being only 5, but you know what fuck em cos i had fun :) and the best part is i won't have a hangover in the morning since i didn't get drunk. spent 3 and half hours in the restaurant so not quite much time for pubs.
but yeah short post since i can't be bothered writing much more.
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[30 Jul 2007|05:34pm] |
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i've finally gotten out of the house two days in a row! well thats not going to work... I've been stuck with no social life of working and studying, and dam i need a good outing with a friend. I'm supposed to be out on thursday wtih uni kids which will be good since i miss them, heh. Miss my other friends aswell.. Mick bailed on me twice so i've told him if he doesn't text/phone me this week to do something during the bloody day i'll phone him with abuse, heh.
It's not that i want to go out at night to a club i just want to get out during the day and you know actually have a summer when its still nice weather as i've missed so many nice days being at work or in the kitchen studying which i have to say i'm doing very well with.
I've bought 2 new dresses that need a nice day out somewhere even if its just sitting outside somewhere chatting i'd love that. heh. but yes back to the dresses, lovely girly things one orange one from fcuk and one greeny from urban outfitters.
i fear the next proper night out i have is my birthday on the 25th :\ ach that won't be the case hopefully as i did tell rachel when she's up to take her and kim out for a night out, just need to get it off work...
To which i'm enjoying the job :) sadly i only have two shifts this week.. saturday and sunday hoping someone phones in sick hehe but not thursday. ach i have enough (more than) money to have only 2 shifts.
anyway enough rambling.
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I HAVE A JOB!!YAAAAAAY
Yup, i did a trial shift today at 6pm till 12.30 and stayed a bit later for drinks and such like and i enjoyed it :) also getting £19 tips doesn't hurt at all. It feels good to have one, its been like a wee 2 weeks holiday from uni, nice and relaxing doing little and now i have a job. Would have worried if no job by the end of next week, mainly cos i owe my dad a fair bit on his credit card but its ok since i'm a daddies girl ;)
Tomorrow is lynn and mum day plus the dog holly. Going to calendar since haven't in a while and well why bloody not. So i'll tell her tomorrow. I never keep things from mum and i totally kept this job from her cos i didn't want to tell her, her get all yay'd up and me not get the job so yes i'll tell her when i wake up and she shall be pleased :D
I very happy :) nice grin on my face hehe.
Oh and i got THE best bargain dress, its a lovely blue taffeta dress from oasis - £65 i got it for £16.20! How great is that!i <3 sales and student discount, hehe. so i've bought a shrug from ebay since its a strapless dress and i totally can't not wear a bra. Its lovely! Also seen a gorgeous dress from fcuk down from £85 to £59.50 that i totally want! I may just have to use dads credit card again :\ he'll understand and now i have a job i can pay it off, sheesh there goes like 3 weeks paychecks already, haha.
ARGH why does dad have to have a credit card and such like. oh dear i think me getting a job is now dangerous :|
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I AM FREEEEE!
oh yes that is me officially finished 1st year uni and my exams :D i am soo happy! kinda rubbish that i won't see most of them for atleast a month or 2. rachel will be up in august though so not too bad. now for the job hunting, haha. found a few jobs that i'll send out/phone up and hopefully get something within a week.
but oh yes nice and relaxing should be good, been constantly studying up till today, bleh.
free :D
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Aaaaaaand maths went completely fine today, only missed two or three questions, mainly as i took one look and thought what the utter fuck?! also pretty sure there was a question that we've never went over, did half of what i could so yeah not too bad. The only way i'll fail that is if some how today i've became completely number dyslexic! I don't think i have.
My boots and umbrella came today :D i love the umbrella sooo much, and boots are kick ass. As well as the lateral thigh trainer thing which looks pretty good. When i did it for a few minutes you could feel it which is always a good thing :)
So! Night out on saturday to the mission in edinburgh for out 'finished uni almost finished exams' night out, heh i'm going to possibly buy a crinoline skirt either from cyber which was dearer or hellfire which was cheaper and MUCH poofier and black, cyber was only pink and i already have a longer pink crinoline. A circle skirt is uber easy to make to go over it all thats left is a top...
Shall be getting my hair cut tomorrow - about bloody time, nothing amazing just an inch or so to straighten it out and look healthier.
Chemistry is monday, that shall be studied like nobodies business, we figure learn equations for physical and read up on organic. should scrap a pass, i would be rather gutted to have to resit when i feel i did really well on the open book test.
I may go to the job centre tomorrow to find more jobs, i found two on the website but would like more incase nothing comes of those, i need a job pretty soon. After my bank is empty i'm buggered till a job, simple 20-28 hr a week bar job would be nice, i do enjoy bar work.
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actually i'm a bit of a loser.... my exam ISN'T tomorrow.... its tuesday :| hahahaha.
so thankfully its no up at 5.45am for me, atleast not tomorrow.
more reading for me.
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First year of uni is over and done with, my first exam is tomorrow - quantitive techniques for biological sciences, or to everyone that takes it maths. hehe its a bloody early one too, 9.30. We've never had an early one its always been 4.30pm which was great, you go in about 10 sit in the union all day studying right up to 15 minutes before you exam but naw can't do that. Pish. Then its chemistry on the 18th which is a bit later at 2pm and finally environmental biology on the 20th at 9.30am :( bah.
I definitly have one resit to do in august - chemistry. I did think i had biology from last semester but turns out just failing gets you a D and no resit, hehe. Shall certainly do much better this time around. Just remembered got a bloody report thing for ecology, grrr oh well.
Finished book 5 of harry potter and started on book 6, yeah little later than most people but well atleast i did it. hehe. I do like the books and films, couldn't have seen the film before finishing it. Been trying to avoid any new trailors incase i seen something i didn't read but all good now.
Me and Jill bought an exercise thing on ebay other day - lateral thigh trainer thing we've seen on TV only much cheaper :) i'm getting quite impatient on getting my boots and umbrella. I know its coming from Japan but i don't care, I want the now. Definitly want before this saturday!
Rather bored the now. Internet is crap probably why i'm updating! anyway...
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Well...been a month since uni started back seems like we should be much further into it rather than starting the 5th week on monday, had a trip to Aberdour beach for ecology, was actually quite fun. Found two wee crabs heh, and had two other guys in our group, one of which i think is quite cute, always quiet never says anything in class when sat near us in labs or what not. Grew cress last week in ecology aswell and on the 23rd there is a trip to Botanic Gardens in Edinburgh. I swear ecology in uni is kinda like primary school with the trips and cress growing, albeit we do completely different things with them.
So i've also been having a wee spend on clothes and such like. Thursday went into town before uni, got a black shirt same as my white but i like it alot, cute wee black pleated skirt with white and black dotted ribbon bowed at the from and knee high converse like england underground boots with heart, diamond, spade and club on the bottom. Which totally means i can't spend anything else this month. I dare not look at my bank balance!:|
My exams for next month are the 12th - maths, 18th - chemistry and 20th - environmental biology. not bad so pretty much gonna start studying nowish, maths there is another test 28th i think. Had a test on monday which went well, statistics so pretty easy only way i'll lose marks is silly things i think like putting down wrong number or typing in wrong in the calculator.
I had planned to find some wee weekend job but realistically i don't have the time to do uni, study and job right now, i'll look when i feel better about exams, so i need to get my study ass in gear and getting printing out notes in uni computers since well our printer doesn't work.
Also got an iMac, dad got it from one of the nursaries since they don't use it. Not the recent model with isight but who needs that for an everyday computer? Bought a mighty mouse on ebay so waiting on that since it doesn't have one, has a wireless keyboard so see if that works good if so mums taking that and giving dad the laptop since jills getting a macbook for her 19th so mac family ahoy. heheheh look what i've done with my wee ibook :D
Slowly building a good wardrobe up and feeling dam good how i look, clothes are the key but sadly so is money :| Also cleaned out a few things out of it last night that i haven't worn in a while and i have many hangers on the floor now, actually surprised by the amount!
Anyway find things to study when i muster up the will.
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Oh the wonders of having a good clean can do for you mood :) and having a sleep in - we'll forget that the sleeping in meant missing uni....:\
but yes tidying room up completely, changing the bed, cleaning underneat the bed, which was a bloody great task! honestly its hard to fit underneath it so getting everything out and then hovering eesh - its too big and heavy to move. Also finally getting the damned cupboard thats always messy tidy was good feeling. It keeps the iron and all cleaning stuff aswell as a wee set of drawers and other stuff, very messy before today!
Showers are also a great way to feel better :) Kidney theives too. Sadly being ignored on msn by stan isn't the greatest thing ever... don't know why which is shite, haven't spoke to him since 19th march,hmph. Used to see him every week now its been well over a month pretty shite.
Uni tomorrow environmental bio, maths and chemistry, bah. Shite chem guy aswell, soo fucking boring.
oh and i got sexy new glasses on saturday :D YAY very lovely, i'll try get a picture up soon set me back an eekish £273 £25 of that was a cover for breakages for 2 years so thats good. Vision Express, nice people in the buchannan gallery one.
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[21 Apr 2007|10:32pm] |
i feel i want to do something but know it would be the worst idea if i did. its worse that i know its not a good thing to do but just can't help thinking it would help if i did and make me feel better about myself. done it before and it did, just ugh.
just don't think i hate me that much to fuck up my insides.
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Today has so far officially been a bit of a shite one, lovely day outside wee bit cloudy now and then but overall nice. So what have i done? bugger all except go to asda. I was supposed to be out today with rachel since she wanted to do something today, asked me on wednesday to do something today and i said to come into glasgow show her about then go out tonight, stay over and i'd help her move her stuff into her dorms. Got nothing off her until about 2pm today saying sorry no credit to text and what was i up to. Online all i get is a 'hmm maybe now i don't know' fuck sake. She was the one that wanted to do something to cheer her up.
Heather text me earlier asking if i was out, but now i just don't think i can be arsed, i'll see how i feel haven't seen her in while either. Figure out by about 9 and if not then text and say sorry no. UGH dam my mood changes.
It's just looking on this easter holiday its not been all great, sure when i've went and done stuff its been good but i haven't done a whole lot which is so not what i had planned. It bloody sucks! So tomorrow its possibly park with Layla, weather permitting.
Though wednesday night out turned out to be a very good night despite the music being bloody shite. Yesterday me mum and jill with holly went to Balmedie beach, all weather reports said nice, lovely, sunny etc but when we go to the beach - windy and very misty. Still, i did go into the sea a bit, isn't so cold after a wee while, hehe.
Start back uni on monday at 11.15am so thats not so bad, maths then at 1.15pm chemistry and then 2.15 is ecology practical intro and find out wether or not i have it on a monday or wednesday at 9.15am. I think i'd prefer the wednesday even though its early, just i don't really fancy staying till 7pm to avoid traffic on a monday when i have to do that on a tuesday and possibly thursday if i actually go then. Sorry but fuck waiting 6hrs in between classes! Plus only have one class on a wednesday and i just think its such a waste driving 45minutes only to sit in for a 1hr class then drive another 45mins back home.
grrr. I'll have a shower when jill gets out and hopefully feel better, yes.
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well today hasn't been the best of days...no dress or shirt buying, no car washing, no jeff coming over for 2 weeks tomorrow...
PISH! i am sooo not happy of that one, blooy airline shite. and well jeff being a bugger with no passport, hmph. i wanted a jeff over! dammit.
so for the next two weeks i have no idea what i'm doing. rev tomorrow and it will be a drinking one! now club noir is a go sadly not dressed up :( but in my rather yummy black dress :D heee.
so i figure on the 2 weeks off front it will be game filled, yes i have neglected consoles i need to play with.heh.
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almost the end of my second week off uni and i can't say i've done much! its just no one has been saying to do stuff and with me not knowing who's all free its just a bit rubbish, being skint doesn't help much either!shite.
so i spend money that probably i shouldn't have but you know what? FUCK IT! i frankly don't care, it all went on the store card monsoon. i bought a new red bag sort of vanity style a lovely pale green dress and a ring also got a black dress for free from my uncles shop to which i'm working on saturday so i may buy a new dress too.
i'm going to a fitness class of 'stretch and tone' with jill tomorrow annoyingly its at 9.15 which i wish it wasn't so very much. i'm really tired right now and that way i know i'll get enough sleep but still blech.
jeff is over on tuesday for two weeks, cool.
its pretty much official of me not getting away this year, realistically i can't afford it, i'd want atleast £700 to go away and well i so don't have that, hell i'll be lucky to have anything at the end of june from this semesters loan! the snowboarding lessons look to be a birthday present now, which i want to do sooner than august! maybe if i get a fair amount of shifts at unlces store. i'd like that alot. essentially i'm not eating at uni at all! no more wee starbucks coffees if i can help it.
i think i'm just too tired for anything right now :\
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hate!. sheer hatred is how i feel right now! i have been looking forward to going out tonight for weeks, and now i'm probably not. bastarding cunt! grrrrrr literally tears due to how pissed off i was in the car.
so my exam didn't go that great today i'll probably need to resit it. but that wasn't cared about due to planning on a great night, baws.
but anyway i'm free of uni for a month :D
YAY for mick and phone calls!
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my ears hurt :( well more burning, i forgot what it felt like to stretch up a whole mm. might not sound much but well they've been healed for months and 1mm is quite a thing. burnyness a gogo. i was going to stretch up the 6 back to its previous 10mm but i think it'd hate that due to the one beside it now at 3 as of 20 minutes ago i think. i'll stop either at 5 or 6.
left ear 6mm and 3mm, right ear 10mm and 4mm. will stop at 10 both and probably 6 on both.
so i have my exams on the 12th - maths and 16th - biology, and finish up for easter on the 16th :) have nothing planned really for the first half of the holidays. jeff comes over on the 3rd theres club noir on the 7th - people come! its a great theme - secret garden and well its easter!
i've decided i want snowboard lessons, its not really a sudden thing, always thought it looks fun and well yeah xscape does them. so just need i think £150 or maybe £115 and thats for 8hrs in one day. i'd like someone to do it with me not sure if i could though.
i'll need to start studying tomorrow. biology since theres a hell of a lot to read, ugh. math is fairly easy just remembering some formulas is the pain really. yay for only 2 exams :)
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i am FREEEEEEEEEEE! oh yes and it feels good. today i wrote a 1446 word essay excluding refrences then it hits over 1500... and a powerpoint presentation to go with it. i've had this 'migratory patterns of sharks' essay to do for a bout 3 weeks so really me starting it last night properly is so my bad bad just bad really.
i was also hit with yesterday of other things to be done for today so that was bugger! but its done. i have a math test for next friday, a personal thingy aswell and i'm sure atleast 2 or 3 other biology lab things and one last applied biology 5 question test to do.
then i have 2 exams some time in between the 12th and 16th and i'm off for easter for a month on the 16th :D WOO!
i have done basic studying for maths, the whole write everything out tidy examples and what no, theres a shit load of reading out of my HUGE biology text book. :( that thing makes me want to cry really. this semester has just went in stupidly fast for my study liking honestly.
i really want to go out tomorrow but i think it may be best to leave it till next saturday or you know atleast friday. hehe, i'd say thursday night when i get out of my last lab but well that ends around 5pm leave uni about 7 so only thing would be going out but i think id rather do something during the day. i think staying behind at uni again would be a good thing. shall see.
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